"i was above my head i don’t know"
"you were scared?"
"yea…i thought you knew that about me"
people who take showers that are longer than 10-15 minutes………………i want to know what the hell you’re doing in there but i also don’t
im standing in there and having pretend arguments that will never actually happen and yet I am now entirely prepared for
I stand and imagine whaat the day will bring and then just fight with myself to get out
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!
This is so important